One year on, and while my physical health has fluctuated my love for the Old Ones has only grown. Sometimes when life forces you to take a step back it can be an opportunity to change focus. My research has come on in leaps and bounds, yet it seems that every time I find a connection to one of Them several more lines of enquiry follow; and so it continues. They are nebulous, and I find that fascinating.
My devotional work has also increased, and thanks to the help and information of others I am finding ever new ways to connect – Thank you. Finding ways to honour Them in my daily activities has become something of a personal mission. Something as seemingly simple as tidying and cleaning the home can honour the Goddesses of the homestead. Likewise, when writing poems I am connecting to the same energies as the Mead of Poetry, and thus to Kvasir and Odin, as well as Bragi. Even little things like letting the ladybirds hibernate down the inside of my windows connects to Freyja.
As you may have gathered from my posts so far, Loki and his family are prominent figures in my devotional life. Anyone who works with Loki knows that he can teach you lessons, and sometimes he does it the hard way. He can be like the wildfire that burns down anything in its path, yet there is always new life that springs from those ashes. I’ve learned a certain amount of resilience these last 12 months, and continue to learn more about myself in the process. Through it all my belief in Them kept me going, even when I was merely going through the motions because the connection was lost. Eventually the connections rebuilt. Please don’t give up if you find yourself in a similar situation.
So what does 2016 hold? I have several creative projects in the pipeline, and an ever-growing list of research books to pour through. I’ll also be moving house at some point, moving to a different area of our beautiful county, so that in itself will be an adventure.
One way or another 2016 will be a productive year, and I’ll continue my devotional work and watch it evolve.
I’d also like to take this opportunity to thank each and every one of you who has supported me in various ways. May the Old Ones hold you close to Their hearts.