Poem for Loki

Sharing the end of a poem I wrote early this morning, dedicated to Himself. In some ways Loki reminds me of elements of Shiva, with His divine dance of destruction that leads to renewal, the fire that burns away and leads to new, stronger growth.

Sometimes all
Must fall apart
To reach the truest
Depth of heart,

And there He’ll stand,
Dancer, Singer,
Trickster, Sage,
Loki: Light Bringer.

Love your Gods your way

If you have your own connection to your Deities and Inspirers, trust it. Your work with your Deities is just that – your work, your connection.

Love Them quietly. Love Them loud and proud. Love Them in little ways. Love Them in big ways. Love Them for Their distance. Love Them for Their closeness. All that matters is you love Them, you connect with Them, you honour Them in your own way. 

Musings on the Goddesses of the Jotnar, Angerboda and Iron Wood Magic

Despite the more obvious practices of Seidhr, spells, enchantments, divination and shapeshifting, there is another powerful magic in the Iron Wood: the women Themselves.

The women are the fiercer, more powerful sex among the Jotnar – think of Angerboda and Skadi, of Groa and Gerda. But this strength isn’t just physical, and nor is it purely ‘magical’. Their true power lies in Their personal power, Their Sovreignty, Their sacred expression of Their Selves. They are empowered women, the ones who stand up for Their needs and desires, standing Their ground, asserting Their boundaries.

To the writers of the time these powerful, self-assured women must have been seen as a real threat to the ‘way of the world’. These are independent Goddesses who know Their needs and magics and are respected for it. How much of the ‘terrible and terrifying’ description of Them is really true, and how much is the filter of the writer?

While these amazingly strong Goddesses can be fierce and awe-inspiring, is there a chance They have been somewhat misrepresented? How much of Their true nature has been rewritten or lost? Just as Sigyn is reduced to the long-suffering wife of Loki in the Eddas, with the gift of her magic as galdr fetter hinted at in one epithet, how much of the Jotnar and Iron Wood has been lost?

In being drawn back to the ways of nature, the Earth and the crystal, plant and animal kingdoms I feel  my inner ‘wild woman’ calling. This is part of me I have been too afraid to claim, but now I’m tentatively curious. Whereas Angerboda used to terrify me I can now be in Her presence with a great deal of respect for Her power. I know She values physical strength, but She also values strength of will and heart.
Beside Her more obvious Iron Wood connections, to me She is a Goddess of empowerment. Part of Her gift is bringing us into our own power. While this manifests differently in each of us – due to different personalities, abilities and paths to follow – She is the embodied Powerful Feminine.
Although Hers can be a tough love, She does love… and fiercely. She is loyal and true to Her Self and to those She loves. She doesn’t suffer fools gladly.

 

Beltane Fires ‘Release’ Ideas

At Beltane cattle were often herded between two fires to cleanse them. It’s also believed the heat killed off the insects, and that the cattle were blessed by the process.

One way we could take advantage of this custom ourselves is to do a meditation asking a particular God or Goddess to safely surround and suffuse you with Their flames. You can ask for help to cleanse any negativity or release any ties that you need to let go of. Deities aren’t limited to the way Their energies and healing can work, but they may have a particular speciality you can call upon.

Another way to adapt the Beltane fires ritual is to say a prayer or petition to the Deity of your choosing, asking for the specific cleansing or healing help you need, and then walk between two lit candles. As you walk between them imagine your Beloved’s flames (safely) surrounding you, burning away that which needs to be released. After Their flames recede feel the strength of the God/dess’s energy within you. Feel deep within that you have the strength and capability to go on to make meaningful changes and healing in your life.
A note on safety: I wouldn’t suggest being anywhere near candle flames if you’re wearing robes, a dress, skirt, or any long outift. If you do, try to make sure there’s a good distance between you and the candles, or put them on a table or shelf either side of you – somewhere they can’t be knocked into (or over) accidentally.

As Eyes of Ra a number of Egyptian Goddesses can help with cleansing and healing, but each may be able to help you in more specific areas:

  • Sekhmet can be called upon for a strengthening fire and ‘fighing spirit’.
  • Isis can be called on for re-integrating parts of the Self, as She pieced together her husband Osiris.
  • Hathor can help us with healing through self-love, creative expression, dance and music.
  • Bast can teach us independence, but also how to co-exist with others whose needs might be different to our own.
  • Neith can help to target areas of our life where we wish to heal, as her arrows fly straight and true.

You could also call on Ra Himself to help you feel the joy and strength of your own inner fire, your inner sun. Or Aten, if you ask, may also aid in this.

If you are in a dry or ‘arid’ place emotionally, mentally or by circumstance why not call on Set? As Lord of the Desert He knows how to survive dry spells, and may even guide the way to an oasis. His desert heat can cleanse and purify, as well, sucking out the moisture of that which no longer serves.

Loki will forever be connected with flames and fire for me. When you need to heal and let go ask His purifying flames to safely burn through what you need to release and move on from. Perhaps even write a prayer to Him and burn it, letting His flames consume the words and what you need help with.

Be safe, but most of all: enjoy!
Best wishes for Beltane to you all.

Friday Finds – Brighid for Imbolc 2017

I thought a feature on some Brighid items would tie in nicely with Imbolc on the 1st February. With thanks to the artists for allowing me to add their wonderful creations to my Imbolc 2017 ‘Friday Finds’.
Click on the picture or the item description to go to the item’s Etsy page. Click on the creator’s name to be taken to their Etsy shop.

Something traditional:

Brighid’s Cross Wheat Weaving by BlueMoonWheatWorks (USA)wheat-brighids-cross_bluemoonwheatworks

Brighid Corn Doll by Positively Pagan (England, UK)brighid-corn-doll_positivelypagan

Something for gardens and gatherings:

Brighid’s Cross garden flag by MickieMuellerStudio (USA)

Something for your altar or sacred space:

Brighid Triple Goddess needle felt doll by celticsoulcraft (USA) Continue reading

2nd WordPress Anniversary, part 2 – An Old Goddess Returns

Continuing the subject of Deity statues: I have ended up keeping one I thought I would be selling. The statue of Athena arrived one morning last week, and I was really pleasantly surprised that she’s taller than I was expecting. The faux antique tea effect makes her look a bit dirty so I thought painting her virginal white would suit that aspect of her. I placed her on my desk.

When I woke up the following morning I looked over and saw her there, thinking she’d look lovely in the same verdigris effect I have used for some of my personal collection. But other people might not like that, I thought, other people might prefer her painted white. Then I realised I didn’t want to let her go. I remembered that the year before the Egyptian Deities made such a lasting impression on me I had learned about the Ancient Greeks. Out of all the Olympian pantheon it was Athena who I remember attaching myself to. I even bought a little bronze reproduction of the owl of Minerva two years ago in York because it reminded me of Athena’s.

So she’s been there in the background, waiting patiently for over 20 years for me to find her again. Strangely it feels like a little piece of me has returned too; that childlike wonder upon first learning about her at age 7/8. I love Loki and Sigyn and Their family, and my wonderful Egyptian Beloveds, and now Athena is that childhood Inspirer returned. I don’t know if she’s here to stay, but how strange and fascinating that the Goddess of wisdom, battle and healing should come back into my life as I feel like I’m starting over; as I adjust to a relapse in health yet I’m finding my feet as an author, creator and business woman. She is strong but wise, knows her own mind, and is great at planning ahead in minute detail. Who better to guide me through this phase of finding this in myself?

Hail Athena.

Selket to greet travellers to Cairo + a prayer to the Goddess

News & picture source: @Pastpreservers on Twitter  https://twitter.com/Pastpreservers/status/816279536140685314?s=09

 What better way to be greeted on arrival in Cairo than by a Goddess? I love Selket (also known as Serqet), I have a much smaller version of this rendering of her on my own altar. It’s lovely to see modern Egypt embracing its past in such a blatantly obvious way. Yes, it’s probably to attract more tourists but with all the threats against so many religious beliefs right now it’s heartening to see one of the Old Ones making such a bold appearance.

Lady of the Desert
Let us wander freely among your sands,
Let us honour your name with each safe step
And each safe passage.
We beseech you, Lady of Scorpions,
To hold your sting
For those who would do harm.
Let us walk under your protective gaze
And ever be in your favour.

(© Michelle Gilberthorpe, Northern Tamarisk, 2017)